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Name: Jessica (lola)
Country: United States
State: California
Metro: San Diego
Birthday: 5/20/1986
Gender: Female


Interests: I love to listen to all kinds of music rock and oldies being my favorite. I esopecially love EVANESCENCE, SOD, LONDON AFTER MIDNIGHT, and a new favorite NIGHTWISH. I love to play read write and watch football. Edgar allen poe being my favorite writer. I love abstract art especially the works of Van Gogh and Pollock. I love drama,TRASH!!!! I love to hang out with friends and shop. I have a huge italian fetish!!! oh and feet mmm how I love feet.
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Occupation: Student
Industry: Education/Research


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MSN: vespertine04@hotmail.com
Yahoo: rain_pancho@yahoo.com


Member Since: 4/13/2004

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Thursday, July 30, 2009

Gosh I haven't been on here for ever but felt the need to to write something that didn't seem appropriate for something like myspace or facebook. Today I found out that if I we're to ever become single again have not one but two guys that could see dating me. One is currently single but is just a good guy freind in my book. The other is one of my best friends that is going through some tough times with his wife of 6 months. I've known him and his wife for several years and consider them both great friends. I was her maid of honor and they have always been a couple my boyfriend and I loved double dating with. Well she joined the air force and about a year later they got married and he moved to be with her in louisana. Six months later she decided she wasn't sure she wanted to be with him and so now they are on a six month seperation. After a long day reminiscing about the good old times via text he admitted that if things didn't work out between him and his wife and surge ever dumped me he would snatch me up in a heartbeat. We both know that neither of us wishes ill will on each otrhers relationships bu it feels weird to know that two guys would date me if they could. Especially one who is like my best freind and knows practically everything about me. I guess i'm just ranting and shit cause it still shocks me that he could see dating me. IDK I'm over and out.


Wednesday, August 01, 2007

my avy


Tuesday, January 24, 2006

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EEEE!!! I found a site with some cool DDR downloads including Never Ending Story!!!!

http://home.comcast.net/~joezakoor/ddrdownloads.html


Monday, January 23, 2006

Currently Listening
Dance Dance Revolution 5th mix
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Wow... it's been forever since I've upadted this thing. I guess nothing really seemed important enough for me to repost. I'm not exactly sure what's going on right now but suddenly within the course of a few days my life just got extremely confusing. The last guy on earth I expected to make a move on me did and but just like that he's gone again. I'm not exactly sure what to think but I  know that we can never be and somehow that's ok with me, I guess because it has to be. Oh and then another guy who I thought would have made his move along time finally did and now I don't know what to do. I'm in a relationship and happy yet unhappy at the same time. I do really like Allyne alot but I never see him anymore. Part of me feels like I am losing him. I'm still not exactly sure what to do. Meh... I've got a lot of thinking to do..



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